freakpowertix

i have to wake up in fucking less than five hours and cannot get to sleep.  damn.

i determined a few things tonight during my therapy session.  1) i should probably take another look at american beauty (didn't like it all that much the first time i saw it, but i was thinking about it recently & also am really intrigued by what i've seen of 6 feet under); 2)  i figured out why they call it "salon.com."  i never really got computer culture until recently (my mac laptop is really the only good computer i've ever used outside of the office).  buzznet got me thinking of the algonquin roundtable of late.  blogging: like an intellectual "salon!"  (doh!); 3) along those lines: making friends or deepening relationships through media like this has me thinking of videodrome again: vr, the "virtual"--long live the new flesh...the trick is to integrate the two, i guess, if that makes any sense (i certainly have been frustrated with much about life 'round here, outside of this virtual space,  for a while, and need to do something about it, to integrate the best of what comes here, into the experience of what goes on, out there!).

i won't discuss transference in my therapeutic relationship, though... save that for the sopranos.